| Nikita's profileNikita's cafePhotosBlogLists |  Tools  Help |
|
April 25 旅游 心里的临近”五·一“了，
身边的朋友都在商量去哪哪游玩；
他们也问我，
我却无从选择。
刚从公司那边接了个case，
就是五·一期间的，
意味着，
这个五·一，
我要在工作中度过。
并且要瞻前顾后，
怕出了什么乱子……
反正就是，
不得安宁。
因为有将近三十人，
在我负责的case里工作，
我要对所有人负责。
于是，
不得走开。
要是，
有人找我，
我却恰恰在，
在遥远的稻城……
或是，
在另一半球，
说不定的，
旅游……
反正在一处，
陌生、又宁静的地方，
他们是找不到我的，
怎么可以？
经理不允许，
工作的人不允许，
“你不能离开，
你走了，
出了乱子，
怎么办？”
为什么？
估计一定出乱子；
为什么？
不防范于未然？
为什么？
事情，
都要我做定夺。
我不过是anybody，
please set me free! ! !
因此，
不得旅游，
在心里，
想一想，
还是可以的。
我去旅游了，
心里想。
April 09 某 某 某一种心情，
可以影响对在某时某刻，
某地发生的某件事情，
有某种独特的看法。
前些日子，
从朋友那听来一句挺玄的话：
有些事情，其实总在发生；
不过，你是在这样的心情下，
才注意它，如是而已。
回去想想，也是。
饥饿时，
才注意每天经过的cafe里有那么多香气诱人的面包，
可我错过了好多天。
疲倦时，
才注意dorm里的床铺也蛮舒服的，
可我常常逢人抱怨。
孤寂时，
才注意身边并没有那么多可以交心的朋友，
可平常就是一副漠不关心的样子。
心情，真得厉害。
可以左右，不论如何理智的人。
那么电影里的那么冷漠的面孔，
应该是化妆师的功劳了。
没有emotion的脸庞，
犹如千年冰片，
有一阵阵寒意，
直刺心房。
演员们其实做不到的，
他们被双眼出卖了。
就只是那转瞬即逝的，
也无从隐藏。 April 01 Something lost .2006 is a dislike year to me .
I lost my love before St. Valentine's Day .
I lost my job berore Fool's Day .
What do I have at this moment ?
Nothing exept some CDs , some coffee beans ,and my only computer .
I cried twice in two midnights last week .
Cried for what I lost ,
the things that would not come back .
And now , I always feel so helpless .
Is there some thing I can seize ?
No , I find nothing at all .
"Fool" said I "you do not know "
today is Fool's Day . Feeling-hateA guy, my fellow-worker ,
is no longer nice that I once expected .
He was promoted by our head ,
at that time ,
I considered myself as the promoted person in our department.
Why?
He told me
if there were only one person being promoted ,
I would be the right person .
And he didn't wanna be promoted .
He supported me.
OK ! You didn't wanna be , let me be .
From that time , I did work very hard , much harder than ever before .
But what happened next ?
He was promoted and was rather happy because of this .
He was so happy that he said nothing to me on that day! ! !
How sad I was ! ! !
...
The most serious thing is that
he had already known the result on the day before the public meeting .
He still said to me I would be the promoted person at the same time .
He plays with me ! ! !
Still , he looks so innocent .
Am I so foolish in his opinion ?
...
This guy , I HATE him very much .
I lost my position in my department .
I won't accept his apology.
Never ! ! ! |
|
|
